I was a part of the Native American/Non-Native American
group of Voices of Discovery. Last semester I took an honors course with Dr.
Elise Boxer where she covered a large portion of Native American history that
dealt with settler contact. In her course, I very much struggled to understand
Native American culture. One of the main sources of confusion was Native
American religious beliefs. According to Dr. Boxer many Native Americans
believe their creation stories to be religious fact but are also active Christians.
This just…blew my mind! I couldn’t wrap my head around it. So when I was placed
in this section of Voices of Discovery, I went in hoping to find out more about
that. Although we hit many topics during these past five weeks, religion wasn’t
one.
Even though religion wasn’t discussed, another topic arose
that also shocked me about Native American culture. There were many mixed
White/Native people in the group, and each had very specific attitudes toward
being labeled “white.” Multiple times these students would say how their Native
American friends would call them white as an insult. One of the facilitators
said her grandpa never called her by her name but instead referred to her as
“blue eyes.” Another girls stated that her sister, who went to public school on
a reservation, said she was “so white” because she (the group member) had
attended private school.
What does that mean?! I went to public school, and I am
white. Should my sister tell me I’m “so Native?!” I understand that being from
mixed decent could put someone in a difficult identity situation, but I just
don’t get why it’s so insulting. The mixed students in the group stated that
they like to be labeled as Native American, but it’s insulting to be labeled as
white, even if you are 50% or more white. I also understand that each
individual should be able to define who/what he or she is. On the other hand,
my boyfriend has naturally dark skin. Many people have assumed or asked him if
he is Native American. Never once has that insulted him! Using “white” as an
insult, is on par with using “gay” as an insult. Using any general grouping’s
name as an insult is not right, so I was a little offended even though I’m not
sure if I should’ve been.